Why am I so sure? Well, because I see that you're not your own enemy, and even more so, you've had your fill of conflicting, unpleasant situations in your life, when it feels like "the whole world is against you." Perhaps you're tired of fighting, butting heads with this world, and comparing whose d*ck is bigger. The World has the bigger one, everyone has proven it. And if your ego can't handle the pressure of this reality, you have only one way out—surrender! Surrender to everything that's happening to you. I've heard this phrase many times in my sleep and immediately after waking up: "surrender, let the world take care of you." But to a young, immature mind that doesn't understand what I'm talking about, it might seem like it's about accepting all the crap that's happening in your life and doing nothing, relaxing on the couch. But that's not quite true, or rather, not true at all.
Do you know what this is about? It's about coming to terms with and accepting the fact that you're DOING SOMETHING WRONG IN YOUR LIFE! Very wrong! And start living differently! In some way, in your behavior, in your attitude toward the world/people/yourself, you're doing something very unnatural, something that violates the laws of this reality and is causing great harm to yourself, without understanding or seeing it. You're destroying yourself by not believing in yourself, you're destroying yourself with bad choices that go against your Soul, you're doing something every day that's not your thing (because you're embarrassed to say no, you're worried about what people will think, you simply don't know yourself or why you're living this life, and so you do something "crazy" against the wishes of your Soul, and it's destroying you! And so much more).
So how much longer will you FIGHT WITH YOURSELF? Yes, yes! It's not the world that's fighting you! It's you who are fighting with yourself! Every day, you do something that goes against yourself! It's a kind of passive, latent violence against yourself. And you know what I mean. Perhaps you live with someone you don't love, perhaps you go to a hateful job where you're disrespected or even downright insulted, perhaps, perhaps, perhaps... And you've even gotten used to this disgusting taste in your mouth — the taste of self-betrayal! Your Soul is crying and trying to free itself from these shackles you've chosen to wear! Your body is already starting to ache, and through relationship problems or a cessation of financial flow, the world is shining a light on you—"In some way, you're betraying yourself very deeply, baby!"
Moreover, such manifestations can be quite subtle. Outwardly, you may have a perfect life! So blissful and perfect! Because you're such a good boy / good girl! In fact, you want so much to live up to your mom / dad's vision of what you should be like in your head that it makes you sick, causing terrible self-aggression and self-loathing! But it's as if you have no other choice! Conform to their expectations, and what will they think? And just when you want to become yourself, bold, authentic, this inner leash tightens and snaps you back into the cage of your mom and dad's beliefs and expectations about what you should do, what you should be, and how you should express yourself. You hate it already, but you can't do anything about it.
Do you want to end this hell and choose and live YOURSELF? See you in private sessions! We will end this prison, and you will be free! To ALWAYS be yourself! Speak the way YOU want, show up the way YOU want, do the way YOU want, and not the way the programs in your head expect you to, which then manifest in the real world as restrictions on your freedom from your boss, husband, girlfriend, and so on! Even reading this article will sober you up! Congratulations on the beginning of a new level of freedom and permission to Live, dear Soul!
P.S.: The world is not an enemy, but a friend, for the simple reason that this is how our Matrix of existence is structured: as long as you betray yourself and don't live your true self, your life will be filled with endless problems until you totally choose yourself and start LIVING YOURSELF! So, is the Matrix an enemy or a projector of your self-betrayal? You shouldn't fight the Matrix, but resolve your internal conflicts – and you'll see, and your life will improve! Where to begin? It all starts with the same thing – accepting your mom, dad, and the branches of your entire family within you, for this is your DNA, this is who you truly are! And there are simply no other ways around it. 99% of the problems in your life are due to this non-acceptance! Good luck! You can do it!
